that-thangthang

2010-07-02T10:09:00.000-07:00

do you know i'm so in love with this numbness. from now on, it shall be my best friend, a constant companion, one that i keep closely in my heart, one that will be there in my times of need and one that will never leave me. It's the only reason keeping me alive and i'm thankful for it. Without it, i might screw things up. Oh numbness, say you'll protect me from whatever that makes my heart beat and bleed again. I love you and that's all i need to keep me sane.

2010-05-14T07:59:00.000-07:00

淚了

2010-05-06T00:36:00.000-07:00

Hey beautiful. I've been feeling down and depressed. Do you know why?

那流星闪过　我们许下一个愿望
要在一起　绝不分离　你怎么放弃了

星空在闪烁　像你的眼泪　悄悄划过
当你放开了手　离开的时候
有没有一点舍不得我
泪光在闪烁　而我的眼泪忍住　不敢坠落
我还留在黑暗中守候
你却已经远远　离开我

:( ?!

2010-04-28T06:28:00.000-07:00

Why?! Past few days has been CRAP! At least drowning myself in music helps and a great new friend who offered to be my listening ear. I let my insecurity get the best of me. The whole day is filled with 'fml's and nonsense. Sucks to be me.

I'm meeting my dearrrr tomorrow at NYP. Saturday working at uss with Xue, Jer and Jolyn. Gonna play after that! :D Another happy event to help me take my mind off nonsense.

Ok, gonna go revise my notes. I find PEE and DPL really interesting!

바보
바보
바보!!!!
Because of my stupidity, it's hurting.

everytime i look into your eyes

2010-04-25T05:45:00.000-07:00

I managed to survive first week of poly! Ok, it doesn't sound that bad but the thought of being without some of my dears sucks. First day sucked, I felt at total lost and complete alienation. At least i'm able to hang with some friends in the class. Really glad to finally start learning more on psychology. Yea, the psychology aspect over the teaching aspect please!
Friday was at least better. Met Carol to watch 'movie under the stars'. But it freak rained! Was planning to return home until we saw other people. So, it was moive under the LT lights instead. Gossip and talked with her.
I miss my dears! ):

날향한게아닌데바보같이왜그래 like a
Echo Echo Echo in my brain
내게하는말같잖아니가그만좋아졌잖아

question marks

2010-04-14T08:07:00.000-07:00

Omg! Why is this blog giving me so much problems?! Can't be bothered, I'm so frustrated already!

Went to NP today for HMS Induction Programme. Crap! I totally felt super out of place! Not a single familiar face. At least I met someone else from cpee. Gosh, how am I supposed to survive poly like this? Maybe things will change, I hope so.
After the awkward experience, I went to meet my husband at her work place. Stupid xue! Keep pestering me to buy couple ring, beat me and pinch me! I've been suffering since the day I married her... Abusive husband :x

Hey babe... Lets' just say our goodbyes.

I'm the fool,

2010-04-10T08:12:00.000-07:00

for believing in you, for believing everything's ok, for believing. Thinking about all these makes me tired yet the thought pops up repeatedly and I can't shake it off. In a state of frustration. :(

Jjong

2010-04-08T08:08:00.000-07:00

Hey babe, must you seriously treat me this way? Stop being so crazily attractive, i might really fall for you and that's the last thing i wanna do.
Helloooo! I'm finally blogging after weeks long of hiatus. These few days of work has been great funness. Especially working with Mad, Xue, Qi. Thanks for all the fun! Especially at USS. Gosh! I want to go play again! :D
Going for NPs' CPEE induction programme on 14, which i'm totally nervous for. Aigooo... I need to learn how to make friends.
There's so much more on my mind now but...
Happy Bling day to this crazily sexy dude! I've always been in love with this voice.

If you fall I will catch you, I will be waiting time after time.

#10

2010-03-02T18:11:00.000-08:00

End of mia, temporary.
Finally posting while waiting for my video to load. I'm watching 'You're Beautiful'! Gosh, I always fall for them good guys which is YongHwa in this case. Hmmm, do this kinda guys even exists? And watching YongHwa and Seohyun on WGM is so adorable. I love his reactions to her strangeness. Poor Jinwoon.

Been busy with work. Work, aigooo. I don't like the work environment. Why? Hmmm...
Because most of the people of higher rank of chinese from China and they will ask "你能讲中文?/Can you speak chinese?" first. Next time I'll say "No, ~~i'm korean~~, i can't speak Chinese." I wonder what they'll do about that. Let's just talk in English ok? Saturday was kinda better. My co-workers were older and from different nationalities. Finally can converse in English.

Oh, it's freaking 10 in the morning. I woke up at 5a.m to send my dad to the airport and i've only slept for an hour but i can't seem to go back to sleep. I'm watching JustinB's baby mv. This kids' voice makes my fingers cringe. Idk why. Yea, the chinese guy on yt was right. You don't go to a bowling alley to dance!
Ok, enough rant.

...

2010-02-28T08:48:00.001-08:00

I'm tired
tired of waiting,
tired of shit,
tired of everything.

You're obviously not the kind of guy that i'll fall for but why i am....?

bad boy

2010-02-22T07:10:00.000-08:00

Went for training today with shuxuan,darren,brandon. Idk why we came like freak early. So it started and the dude talked for like 3hours. Went to book our slots. Working on friday, saturday and sunday, i think. Thought we could start working straight away. Went home in a crowded mrt. Random ol kept staring at me.

Yay! Kara's 'Lupin' mv is out! Girls look hot. That certain dance part kinda reminds me of ring ding dong thou. Oh, so why is it all dark concepts now? Kara with Lupin, snsd with show! show! show! and T-ara with I go crazy because of you. My equation now is:
T-ara>Kara>snsd
I'm hyped for T-ara comeback!

The road we used to cross,
The words we used to say,
I want to forget the night we spent together
I have finally realized our wrongful meeting
We fought as much as we'd get sick of it,
We loved as much as we'd get tired of it,
We broke up as long as we lasted
You are a bad boy that only left me wounds

tik tok

2010-02-20T00:24:00.000-08:00

Glad i didn't miss Music Core today cause i would have missed out on all the epic-ness! Goes crazy.

Oh, why are there members missing today? ~~Jaebum~~, Junsu, Bekah, Uee. Highlights would have to be:
2NE1's performance! I thought they were gonna perform 'Try to copy me'? Girls are fierce. Dara sounds weaker than usual thou.
Dae and Ri mc-ing. bbs are cute.
2PM and SHINee sexy dance stage! SHINee always does "We are the future".
Omg, i wanted to fan chant along so badly! :D

I had 3 hours of sleep today. Pathetic! Had to wake up early to go for 'interview' at tcc. I finally have a job after months of slacking. I might die while working just because i'm such a fail. My sleeping pattern is so screwed. Not fun.
Ting and I were listening to 'tik tok' repeatedly. The song is a masterpiece.

boy, you're my lollipop

2010-02-19T08:03:00.000-08:00

I'm having TRAXs' 'let you go (cold hearted man)' on replay. I get chills when the guy sings "Oh stay stay again"
I was freaking pissed off yesterday. Wtf, isn't it obvious? Too bad i'm the petty type that gets pissed off easily, even thou i don't show it. Rageee!

It's the 20th! I'll kill if i don't watch Music Core live later. 2NE1! 2PM! SHINee! Kara! After School!

Idk. I'm loving the seohyun and yong hwa couple. Can't wait to see them on wgm.

Rant post

2010-02-17T22:57:00.000-08:00

Yay! I'm on the road to recovery. Thanks toes, I missed out on everything. Oh, and it doesn't help that someone is being such an unreasonable pain in the ass. Ok, it is my fault that we have to postpone the day. But you think I injured myself on purpose? Stop being such a whinner. I already said what I have to, too bad you can't register.

The only girl group that can deliver fierceness is 2NE1. bbs need to comeback soon and kick snsd out of #1.

1. 2ne1 > kara > snsd.
2. cnblue > f.cuz&ze.a

Sing It With Me Now
2 0 1 0
We Bringing New Love To The Floor
Rocking Whats Real La Couture
We Opening New Doors New Show New World
New Control Can You Keep Up

fail

2010-02-15T06:12:00.000-08:00

Where's my jjongs' "I saw your fail" macro? Ranting to Jerene now about my fail. I injured 3 toes because i missed one step while walking down the stairs. So i'm limping around now. I'm lame! :D Toes, please heal soon!

LMAO

2010-02-14T07:54:00.000-08:00

Big Bang 'family tree'. Just posting my bias, the rest can be found at the source.

TOPs' family has good looking genes and GDs' eldest brother!

source

#2

2010-02-13T23:29:00.000-08:00

Happy Chinese New Year! *cues annoying chinese new year songs.
And Happy Valentines!
2NE1 loves!

#1

2010-02-13T04:58:00.000-08:00

Yo! It's Carolyn bbs!
My blogskin looks ridicously simple because you're looking at a html-and-blogger-fail. I was lacking inspiration when i did this and the result is that-thangthang@bs.com
I got that thang thang if you know what I mean
It goes bang bang, you can't handle it
:D I swear to update, rant and spazz on a regular basis. Tag and link and i will too.